new update

it has been a long time i have not posted here. lots of things happened to me during the time and lastly i came across an incident that is affecting me everyday more than the day before, you say it gets intensified every single moment that passes forward

The incident happened to me last Friday; at the moment, i was not aware of the thing called assulting or harassment. but, fortunately, i got aware of what happened at that time at the back of the wall. you know, i feel like classifying people based on their everything is a wrong way; however, it is not fair to give a right to every garbage behavior. i think it is totally fair for me to say someone is a bad guy in my eyes based on my experience with

them. some people are hard, but some of them are illiterate garbage humen who caot think beyond their assholishness. i caot put in words how i feel about that guy, but the thing comes out for me is that i need to explore my understanding of the word harassment

i can say i have a lot of feelings to share but no words. i waa cry but i caot. i am mad and too sad. i want a revenge, but i more need peace and love. i feel i need to keep myself away from every strange person in my life. need to form a new comfort and safe zone for myself and my loved ones,

i caot say how i am feeling .....